Being A Fangirl Is Hard

I don't think people *cough*my Mother*cough* completely understand what being a fangirl is like. It's hard. It's can actually be depressing at times, that is, if you're doing it right. Which I am. Except... I don't know how to become twitter famous or tumblr famous or whatever. That's why I'm the obscure fangirl, right?

Anyways, back to what I was saying, being a fangirl is hard. First, you have to use soooooooo much money just to buy one poster or shirt or whatever. Fangirling is very hard on the wallet AND we don't get paid. Next, there is always so much drama, whether it's in your own fandom (Directioners know what I'm talking about) or if it's with other fandoms. Or even other countries... *cough*Brazil*cough* You always have to fight people and it get's tiring. Lastly, you love and maybe even idolize someone that you're probably never going to meet or only get to meet for like 15 seconds at a meet and greet. Like, I want to sit down and have coffee with Niall Horan or Keaton Stromberg, not just get a hug and a picture for ten seconds... Okay, I would like that but I'd probable end up jumping on them and face raping them because they cause me such sexual frustration. Oh! Don't even get me started on the sexual frustration the gif's on Tumblr give me. Hot damn.

And along with the finicail issues and drama and sexual frustration, most of us have to juggle this with school. I have a 4.0 grade average to keep you, ya know, and Drew's 8.4 inch penis isn't helping.

Oh! And I completely left out the distance. One Direction are so far away and when they come to America, they usually go to NYC or LA. Not all of us live there ya know, and we're not exactly allowed to leave school and fly halfway across the country. Or Lewis Watson, he only tours in the UK and I've never even left this continent so how am I ever supposed to go to one of his concert to suppose him?

Oh, the many woes of a fangirl continue to go. I've probably left some stuff out but it's like, midnight where I am right now (I'm on vay-cay, woo!) and I'm super tired. I'm not even sure anyone reads this... I'm going to go write fanfiction and make pterodactyl noises as I listen to Drew Chadwick sing.

Kisses xx