So... I haven't been on in a while.... Oops. Anyways, I haven't been fangirling as much because real life has been calling. I've had rehearsals for a show I'm in at school, yes I am an actress and hope to be one when I grow up in case you were wondering, I've had auditions for another show and then callbacks, homework, interviews for classes next year and tutoring. It's just been crazy, especially since our show is next week, we've been practicing like crazy. Anyways, enough excuses.
But... Before I start fingerling again, I have some exciting news! I haven't told anyone besides my best friend but...
I GOT ASKED TO PROM!
Yeah, that's right, little sophomore girl got asked to Prom. You know, I didn't even expect to get asked when I was a Senior but I got asked as a sophomore! Hahaha, I'm kind of excited (: I still need a dress though and it's just barely a month away... Time to start shopping!
So, this was just basically about life. I'll post about the Janoskians or Emblem 3 (who, by the way, are doing a contest that I bet is TOTALLY RIGGED!) sometime soon.
Yo, I'm out! One!
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
Sunday, March 17, 2013
Liking Obscure Bands/People
Now, I'm not a hipster, I swear, but I don't like to like "mainstream" bands/artists, like the people you hear on the radio all the time. I like to like artists that most people don't know about that why they're like my little secret. But you're going to like you who like right? I mean, yeah, I like One Direction but I liked them before most people in America knew about them. Then they got big and everything went to hell. I like Ed Sheeran. I liked him before he got big. Do you know how hard it was to get tickets to his concert in my city? They sold out in less than an hour. I was in school but I had my dad sit on the computer the moment the tickets went on sale to get them. A lot of my friends didn't get tickets. Woah, that was off topic but anyways... I like Emblem3. Now, they are complicated. They are big in some circles, but not in others. Most people at my school don't know who they are and I'd like to keep it that way. Now, the people I like who most people in America don't know about are Lewis Watson, Joe Brooks, Nina Nesbitt, mostly British singer/songwriters. I also enjoy Concept, a British, um, I guess they are a boyband. Feel free to look them up. Nobody reads my blog so I'm happy to share it with whoever reads this shit.
But the good thing about liking obscure artists, cheap merch! I'm going to a Joe Brooks concert for $15. Shirts cost more than that! Like, seriously a good deal. And I'm going to a meet and greet for $60. That's barely anything for a meet and greet. Hell, I paid more just for a shirt and a poster at a One Direction concert (that shit was $90 btw). That's why I like obscure artists. You can connect with them more and it's just great. Being a fangirl is harsh on the wallet so I'm happy when deals like this come along.
And, the fandoms are so much nicer. The One Direction fandom is full of little shits who ship Larry way too hard. Everything has changed. Apparently you're a carrot if you think the old jokes are funny. Like who decides this shit? (My apologies if you are a Directioner, I'm one too I swear, I'm just a very angry one)
I don't have a lot to say tonight. Thank you to anyone who takes the time to read these. I know it's just a bunch of shit but it means stuff to me, yeah know?
Anyways,
Peace, Love, Rubber Gloves xx
But the good thing about liking obscure artists, cheap merch! I'm going to a Joe Brooks concert for $15. Shirts cost more than that! Like, seriously a good deal. And I'm going to a meet and greet for $60. That's barely anything for a meet and greet. Hell, I paid more just for a shirt and a poster at a One Direction concert (that shit was $90 btw). That's why I like obscure artists. You can connect with them more and it's just great. Being a fangirl is harsh on the wallet so I'm happy when deals like this come along.
And, the fandoms are so much nicer. The One Direction fandom is full of little shits who ship Larry way too hard. Everything has changed. Apparently you're a carrot if you think the old jokes are funny. Like who decides this shit? (My apologies if you are a Directioner, I'm one too I swear, I'm just a very angry one)
I don't have a lot to say tonight. Thank you to anyone who takes the time to read these. I know it's just a bunch of shit but it means stuff to me, yeah know?
Anyways,
Peace, Love, Rubber Gloves xx
Thursday, March 14, 2013
Major Feels
Okay, now, if you're reading this, I'm going to assume you know what a feel is but if some random, completely normal, unaffected by bands/YouTubers stumbles across here, I would like them to know what a feel is so I will explain.
Feels are basically a huge wave of emotion that just hits you right in the gut. Ever watched something sad and you're just overcome with emotion? Well, that's a feel and feels are usually use by fangirls/fanboys (I'm not biased although it's usually fangirls).
So anyways, Drew 8.4 Chadwick (If you're an Emblem, you should get that) has been giving me so many fucking feels today. He's all I could talk about today. Well, him and Vampire Diaries but that's a whole other story. Like, y'all don't even know. I just watched videos of Drew and Drew singing the songs he wrote and Drew playing the guitar and Drew doing push ups and Drew in his underwear (it's not as bad as it sounds, he was on TV in his underwear, not my fault). And just, uhf! Drew fucking Chadwick is ruining my life. I just want to jump on him and kiss his little pink lips! ... Okay, that sounded a bit weird but if you saw this boy you'd understand! And he's always fucking shirtless. He knows he's hot, he knows he can sing, he does this shit to me on purpose I swear! I just want to cry.
Someone help me! I'm overcome with feels! These pictures/gifs might help you understand how I feel...
Feels
So many feels
Cannot hold all the feels
Right in the fucking feels
The feels!
The list of feels right now
So basically, that's how I feel. I put them in links cause I don't think gif's work on here... but yeah.
If you don't know who Drew Chadwick is, shame on you! But luckily for you, I'm a forgiving person and I will share with you the wonders of Drew Chadwick.
That majesty that you just observed is Drew Chadwick. Now, if you noticed, he is shirtless in like half of these pictures because he walks around fucking shirtless and I'm like, drEW YOU KNOW WHAT THAT DOES TO ME! I just melt. I'm melted inside. I'm dead. I can't. I can't even. I just want to marry Drew 8.4 Chadwick, damn it.
Sorry, I had to vent my feels. So yeah, I'm done, bye.
Peace xx
Feels are basically a huge wave of emotion that just hits you right in the gut. Ever watched something sad and you're just overcome with emotion? Well, that's a feel and feels are usually use by fangirls/fanboys (I'm not biased although it's usually fangirls).
So anyways, Drew 8.4 Chadwick (If you're an Emblem, you should get that) has been giving me so many fucking feels today. He's all I could talk about today. Well, him and Vampire Diaries but that's a whole other story. Like, y'all don't even know. I just watched videos of Drew and Drew singing the songs he wrote and Drew playing the guitar and Drew doing push ups and Drew in his underwear (it's not as bad as it sounds, he was on TV in his underwear, not my fault). And just, uhf! Drew fucking Chadwick is ruining my life. I just want to jump on him and kiss his little pink lips! ... Okay, that sounded a bit weird but if you saw this boy you'd understand! And he's always fucking shirtless. He knows he's hot, he knows he can sing, he does this shit to me on purpose I swear! I just want to cry.
Someone help me! I'm overcome with feels! These pictures/gifs might help you understand how I feel...
Feels
So many feels
Cannot hold all the feels
Right in the fucking feels
The feels!
The list of feels right now
So basically, that's how I feel. I put them in links cause I don't think gif's work on here... but yeah.
If you don't know who Drew Chadwick is, shame on you! But luckily for you, I'm a forgiving person and I will share with you the wonders of Drew Chadwick.
That majesty that you just observed is Drew Chadwick. Now, if you noticed, he is shirtless in like half of these pictures because he walks around fucking shirtless and I'm like, drEW YOU KNOW WHAT THAT DOES TO ME! I just melt. I'm melted inside. I'm dead. I can't. I can't even. I just want to marry Drew 8.4 Chadwick, damn it.
Sorry, I had to vent my feels. So yeah, I'm done, bye.
Peace xx
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
Being A Fangirl Is Hard
I don't think people *cough*my Mother*cough* completely understand what being a fangirl is like. It's hard. It's can actually be depressing at times, that is, if you're doing it right. Which I am. Except... I don't know how to become twitter famous or tumblr famous or whatever. That's why I'm the obscure fangirl, right?
Anyways, back to what I was saying, being a fangirl is hard. First, you have to use soooooooo much money just to buy one poster or shirt or whatever. Fangirling is very hard on the wallet AND we don't get paid. Next, there is always so much drama, whether it's in your own fandom (Directioners know what I'm talking about) or if it's with other fandoms. Or even other countries... *cough*Brazil*cough* You always have to fight people and it get's tiring. Lastly, you love and maybe even idolize someone that you're probably never going to meet or only get to meet for like 15 seconds at a meet and greet. Like, I want to sit down and have coffee with Niall Horan or Keaton Stromberg, not just get a hug and a picture for ten seconds... Okay, I would like that but I'd probable end up jumping on them and face raping them because they cause me such sexual frustration. Oh! Don't even get me started on the sexual frustration the gif's on Tumblr give me. Hot damn.
And along with the finicail issues and drama and sexual frustration, most of us have to juggle this with school. I have a 4.0 grade average to keep you, ya know, and Drew's 8.4 inch penis isn't helping.
Oh! And I completely left out the distance. One Direction are so far away and when they come to America, they usually go to NYC or LA. Not all of us live there ya know, and we're not exactly allowed to leave school and fly halfway across the country. Or Lewis Watson, he only tours in the UK and I've never even left this continent so how am I ever supposed to go to one of his concert to suppose him?
Oh, the many woes of a fangirl continue to go. I've probably left some stuff out but it's like, midnight where I am right now (I'm on vay-cay, woo!) and I'm super tired. I'm not even sure anyone reads this... I'm going to go write fanfiction and make pterodactyl noises as I listen to Drew Chadwick sing.
Kisses xx
Anyways, back to what I was saying, being a fangirl is hard. First, you have to use soooooooo much money just to buy one poster or shirt or whatever. Fangirling is very hard on the wallet AND we don't get paid. Next, there is always so much drama, whether it's in your own fandom (Directioners know what I'm talking about) or if it's with other fandoms. Or even other countries... *cough*Brazil*cough* You always have to fight people and it get's tiring. Lastly, you love and maybe even idolize someone that you're probably never going to meet or only get to meet for like 15 seconds at a meet and greet. Like, I want to sit down and have coffee with Niall Horan or Keaton Stromberg, not just get a hug and a picture for ten seconds... Okay, I would like that but I'd probable end up jumping on them and face raping them because they cause me such sexual frustration. Oh! Don't even get me started on the sexual frustration the gif's on Tumblr give me. Hot damn.
And along with the finicail issues and drama and sexual frustration, most of us have to juggle this with school. I have a 4.0 grade average to keep you, ya know, and Drew's 8.4 inch penis isn't helping.
Oh! And I completely left out the distance. One Direction are so far away and when they come to America, they usually go to NYC or LA. Not all of us live there ya know, and we're not exactly allowed to leave school and fly halfway across the country. Or Lewis Watson, he only tours in the UK and I've never even left this continent so how am I ever supposed to go to one of his concert to suppose him?
Oh, the many woes of a fangirl continue to go. I've probably left some stuff out but it's like, midnight where I am right now (I'm on vay-cay, woo!) and I'm super tired. I'm not even sure anyone reads this... I'm going to go write fanfiction and make pterodactyl noises as I listen to Drew Chadwick sing.
Kisses xx
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
6 Months of Emblem3
September 12, 2012....
Now, to most other people, that's probably just another date that came and went. Not for me. Now, this all started during finals of my freshman year... *begin flashback*
My mom called me downstairs and said to me that X Factor auditions were coming to my town and they were giving away free tickets to watch. Cool, I thought. I agreed to go, only because Simon Cowell would be there and he was the creator of my life, a.k.a. One Direction. I went to watch the auditions, I got floor seats and sat right behind Simon Cowell, three rows backs (I even got on TV, I could see me, even some of my friends saw me). Now, no one particularly impressed me at the auditions in my town. One girl from the auditions made it to live shows (I'm not saying who because then you'd know where I lived). I then waited about 3 months for the show to air.
Here's where it gets good.
I waited patiently for the show to air. I wanted to watch it from the very beginning so on Wednesday night, I sat in front of the TV waiting for the show to come on. It was all very exciting. And then I saw them. Emblem3. Uh, by the way, they are not a boy band. Anyways, from the moment I saw them, I fell in love. I was praying to a god I don't believe in that they would be good, cause, if they weren't good then what's the point of being a fangirl? So, they had a little segment on them and they were totes presh. They had little sunburns from skateboarding (Uh, guys, by the way, skate boarding is totally hot) and they talked real cute and stuff. Then they walked out on stage and totally smashed it. I mean, they were just incredible. They performed their own song (which I now have in my iTunes) and were just all around amazing. I fell in love.
I knew they would make it to live shows. And of course they did. But here's a little tip to know, shows like X Factor and American Idol and others shows like that, they're all rigged. Call me a conspiracy theorist but it's true. They know who's going to win from the beginning and then influence the votes a bit. If you watched X Factor this past season then you know that Tate and Carly were in the top two the whole season and who ended up in the top two? That's right, Tate and Carly. Coincidence? I think not. But anyways, back to what I was saying. They made it to live shows and only got fourth (They should have made it to finals though...). Still, I watched them every week and always voted for them. It was so emotional for me when they got voted off. I was ready to punch Mario Lopez right in the face. But it didn't matter that they didn't win. They have their own headlining tour and are recording an album. I'm honestly so proud of them and proud to say I've been there for them since the beginning. I know it doesn't matter if you're there from the beginning or not, I mean, a true fan is a true fan right? But I was always jealous of those directioners who got to say they were there for One Direction since the beginning. But yeah, I'm just so proud of how far they've come in 6 months.
[Disclaimer: Emblem3 have been together longer than 6 months. They were a band before X Factor. The significance of the 6 months is since their audition was aired on television.]
Their Audition <3
Now, to most other people, that's probably just another date that came and went. Not for me. Now, this all started during finals of my freshman year... *begin flashback*
My mom called me downstairs and said to me that X Factor auditions were coming to my town and they were giving away free tickets to watch. Cool, I thought. I agreed to go, only because Simon Cowell would be there and he was the creator of my life, a.k.a. One Direction. I went to watch the auditions, I got floor seats and sat right behind Simon Cowell, three rows backs (I even got on TV, I could see me, even some of my friends saw me). Now, no one particularly impressed me at the auditions in my town. One girl from the auditions made it to live shows (I'm not saying who because then you'd know where I lived). I then waited about 3 months for the show to air.
Here's where it gets good.
I waited patiently for the show to air. I wanted to watch it from the very beginning so on Wednesday night, I sat in front of the TV waiting for the show to come on. It was all very exciting. And then I saw them. Emblem3. Uh, by the way, they are not a boy band. Anyways, from the moment I saw them, I fell in love. I was praying to a god I don't believe in that they would be good, cause, if they weren't good then what's the point of being a fangirl? So, they had a little segment on them and they were totes presh. They had little sunburns from skateboarding (Uh, guys, by the way, skate boarding is totally hot) and they talked real cute and stuff. Then they walked out on stage and totally smashed it. I mean, they were just incredible. They performed their own song (which I now have in my iTunes) and were just all around amazing. I fell in love.
I knew they would make it to live shows. And of course they did. But here's a little tip to know, shows like X Factor and American Idol and others shows like that, they're all rigged. Call me a conspiracy theorist but it's true. They know who's going to win from the beginning and then influence the votes a bit. If you watched X Factor this past season then you know that Tate and Carly were in the top two the whole season and who ended up in the top two? That's right, Tate and Carly. Coincidence? I think not. But anyways, back to what I was saying. They made it to live shows and only got fourth (They should have made it to finals though...). Still, I watched them every week and always voted for them. It was so emotional for me when they got voted off. I was ready to punch Mario Lopez right in the face. But it didn't matter that they didn't win. They have their own headlining tour and are recording an album. I'm honestly so proud of them and proud to say I've been there for them since the beginning. I know it doesn't matter if you're there from the beginning or not, I mean, a true fan is a true fan right? But I was always jealous of those directioners who got to say they were there for One Direction since the beginning. But yeah, I'm just so proud of how far they've come in 6 months.
[Disclaimer: Emblem3 have been together longer than 6 months. They were a band before X Factor. The significance of the 6 months is since their audition was aired on television.]
Their Audition <3
Let The Fangirling Begin
So, this is where I will post my fangirlings and such. I dig a lot of bands and sometimes other websites just have to my drama. I just want somewhere where I can fangirl without drama!
Here's a list of bands/singers/various other famous people that I will most likely fangirl over...
Here's a list of bands/singers/various other famous people that I will most likely fangirl over...
- One Direction
- Little Mix
- Emblem3
- Concept
- Ed Sheeran
- Lewis Watson
- Joe Brooks
- Nina Nesbitt
- Cody Simpson
- Rizzle Kicks
- Alfie Deyes (PointlessBlog)
- Marcus Butler (MarcusButlerTV)
- Caspar Lee (Discasp)
- Jack and Finn Harries (JacksGap)
- Maz (TheMazziMaz)
- Dan Howell (Danisnotonfire)
- Phil [Blanking on his last name right now] (AmazingPhil)
And who knows, I may come across more people who I'll never meet to obsess over.
Oh, who am I kidding? I'll definitely come across more people to obsess over.
I'll hopefully get better at this posting stuff. I feel like this is pretty shitty. Oh well, I try right? That counts...
So yeah, I hope you enjoy this blog and stuff...
Kisses xx
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